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gonna go watch sum tv..its like you cant even see me..but sum day youl feel me.. when you wake up and see the dreams...held by fragile seams.. torn apart doomed from the start...when you get up to start ..the day and realize your broken heart is in the way..then you will join me on the couch..sit back tip your drink back and know ouch...time to watch sum tv...and just chill

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"Where am I ?" I bellowed ? I really need to fix this volume thing its annoying and painful to here myself that loud destroying the peaceful sound of the wind though the grass. "You are here with me " she said "try to whisper it will help" Well I guess that makes sense "Where is here?" I whispered It came out in a normal voice like I was making casual conversation and not whispering. "You are not ready for that" What I'm not ready what does that mean ? "just enjoy the walk we have a long way to go" And so I did brushing the grass and walking next to her closing my eyes for a step or to and I felt at peace with this world.We walked in silence for a while and far in the distance I could see something shimmering maybe a city of some sort it was to far away to distinguish what it was.But catching sight of the city made me curious as to what else I could see. So I started scanning the horizon which was a little difficult to find cause all around except for the (city) was rolling hills with the same color grass and it was difficult to tell where the horizon was it seemed with every step I took It changed waves of green hills swelling to the sky then shrinking back to the earth.When I looked back at the direction we had come from I noticed blackened grass spots dotting the landscape they where following me! Where did those come from they were not there when i walked through a minute ago? I stopped walking and stared at them they were multiplying and coming towards me "whats going on ? " I asked and pointed at the approaching black marks. " Those are your footprints" she said.Even as she said that I had figured it out and as I stood in place I noticed the grass under me turning black like it had been burned . "Why is it doing that" "Every step you take in this world ends the life of what you stepped on that's why most of us don't step on the ground anymore" .Well I couldn't help but relate that to our world and the latest trend of realizing your "carbon footprint"

The start of a fantasy

Like every other friday night in my life these days it started with a case of beer and some friends cheep beer and expensive friends. A few rounds of asshole and our addictions started to tugg at the corners of are slightly buzzed minds."Make the call" I heard myself say.As he picked up the phone I could allready taste the cocaine in my nose. "20 min" Ahh gotta love that feeling its coming soon! just enough time for two more beers and then we were out the door.20 miles blurred by then a stop at a gas station and we had it. One quick one in the car so we could drive straight and we were of to a party.As always we were welcomed at the door by the biggest fiend at the place probably had been waiting impatiently by the window.To the back room where we dispersed are packages and collected our money while we filled our noses.There was a new girl there she was with her man but when i laid hers out there was a spark in her eye as she looked me up and down.She's just happy to get her fix I thought to myself besides her man is right over there.But the rest of the night I cought her taking sidways glances at me.Damn im hot my coke addled and drunk brain told myself.Sure wish her boyfriend would leave oh well back to the booze beer wasnt cutting through the amount of uppers in me so i turned to the bottle of vodka I always kept at my side.A couple of mixers later and yes now I cant see straight.I had acheived my goal once again.But where was this girl? I found her standing by the bathroom door waiting for her boyfriend to come out. "How you doing " I slurred.She reached out her hand grabbed my head and kissed me.Then put her hand on my chest and pushed me away.I stumbled off my mind reeling from the drugs ,booze and one little kiss.Someday I thought to myself I will have her skin to skin.

closed eye reality

I awoke standing in a field or was I really awake ? There was a slow warm breeze it was blowing straight into my face wrapping me in a warmth that made me think of the fireplace on a winter evening and a cup of hot cocoa.The field seemed to be mostly grass several kinds timothy,meadow fescue, and winter wheat I believe it was.They all seemed to grow to the same length about 2.5 feet just where my hands would brush against them if i held them down at my side's which is what i was doing. the combination of the grass brushing my finger tips and the warm wind flicking the hair on my arm around was giving me goose bumps.I felt her presence before I saw her she was walking up on my right side and as I turned my head to see my reality melted away I must be dreaming she was a vision of glory but I couldn't focus on her hair. It was long enough to reach the top of her behind. The wind was toying with it blowing it almost straight out at times it must be incredibly light. The color was difficult to say because it seemed to change in the sun light from red's to blonde's shimmering slightly I was entranced.She approached me her ivory dress looking like it hung ignoring gravity on her."I am hear to help you" she said her voice quiet and simple.But wait her mouth didn't move am I hearing things? "Who are you" The words screamed from my mouth louder then any thing else around it seemed to push the wind away from me ! whats wrong I didn't yell they just exploded out that way. She smiled and helled her index finger to her lips."You should come with me"again her mouth didn't move. Somehow I new her and new what she said(or thought?) was pure and what I needed.She started walking away no she was gliding I could see her legs moving back and forth but it seemed like her feet were 3 inches of the ground .Wherever I was if I am awake or dreaming I knew I should go with her so I followed.

skin to skin

(ow)i exclaimed she was puling on my hair at the back of my head while her tongue lustily engaged me.Suddenly wrapping one leg around me making are fully clothed groins become one.Grinding and pulsating to the beat of some far away drum she moves her teeth to my neck biting gently as my hand reaches around her perfect ass to reach the place where all this desire has sprung up from.
As I reach her world I can tell through the thin pajama pants that she has waited her whole life for me to arrive and she can wait no more. She has her hand just slipping under my belt only her longest finger brushing the tip of my cock i shudder in expectation and she moans with the passion that I could see beneath her eyes long before we ever met skin to skin.